mr . bang

winning is not enough

2008-10-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

doing nothing much recently.
won boonlay cup previously.
and playing inter-com nowadays.
having a long holiday.
but it's really bored!

nothing's on my mind right now.

currently, i just want to achive more in basketball!
and hopefully you.

concentrate.
and no regrets!

*smile.

lovely week

2008-08-18T09:24:00.002+08:00

i'm so happy about last week!

i attended every lessons and i'm not late!

weekend, slept 4hours for 4days 3night!
power right.
ha. =)

sat was celebrating my dear's birthday!
BBQ at her house.

she spend the whole sunday with me!
happy!

no time anymore, i need to finish my project in time!
bye.

Aug 2008

2008-08-13T16:25:00.002+08:00

firstly, happy birthday to my friends on the AUG!

steph;
tailing;
weilong;
daddy;

and of cos my dearest lover!
Wong Wei Ling! =)

i love you!

better be good to me!
or else.....
ha.

weekends

2008-08-04T10:57:00.003+08:00

thursday i went cine alone for a walk, wanted to catch a show but most of the ticket were sold out.
so finished nearly half a packet of my cigarette outside cine. and my throat hurts!
i love my boyfriend(ron tey)!
=)

last weekend past quickly.
friday after closing for my "part time" shop, went steamboat with dear and the group!
golden mushroom!!!
FAVORITE!

after the heavy meal, decided to walk.
ended up at boat quay.
slack and emo for awhile and moses and friends went home.

left dear and me!
lynn wong suggested to take a walk at boat quay, and take a look of those drunk ass!
we did enjoy a free show, but i think it's more to a radio FM?
ha.

took the whole saturday to charge my health! ha.
rented dvd,ended up an idiot was sleeping and the other was enjoying huh.

i was online chatting with dear until 10am i think.
played msn's game while we both cant get to sleep.

sunday!!!
just like family day.
east coast to blade.
moses, hazel, linda and of cause my dear lynn wong!

we skate for nearly 4hours?
powerful!

changi for nasi(lasi) lemak and dessert.
i swear the meilin auntie was damn funny!

head home and we cant find any nearby parking slot.
so we took a risk and park on the handicap slot.
and got warning from the security.
damn.

note: 4th of aug was the first time i clean up shit!!! =)
ha.
cool shit!

i love you - lynn wong.

god bless me!

worried

2008-08-03T06:45:00.002+08:00

at cine.

my favorite photo!

zhi wo cui mian

2008-07-31T13:20:00.002+08:00

i'm lost

heartfelt

definitions of love

2008-07-30T13:38:00.003+08:00

a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection.

a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

stupid me.

trust

2008-07-30T13:22:00.003+08:00

expected too much.
nothing to be mention anymore.

nobody know the truth.
because nobody trust.

that's y i still love to be alone.
i wont get hurt in my own world.
doing stuff i love,
speaking stuff i like.

trying hard to be perfect for u.
but things just not going smooth for me.

i respect ur decision.
wont force anymore.

i love u.

monday!

2008-07-21T23:26:00.003+08:00

not feeling well so didnt go school.
slacking at home for the whole day.
fucking bored!

wat's wrong with u!
irritating!

forget it!

hopefully i'm still use to be alone!

damn.

unpredictable

2008-07-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

to me, many stuff r unpredictable.
just like this friday, i nearly knock down by a taxi when i'm half way through on the zebra crossing. fuck up!
forget it.

this weekend was pretty rush.
friday went to work, had dinner at the night.
i wasted my whole sat on bed.
just cant stop sleeping.
hardcore man!

during work, i knew some interesting guys!
like IZ, WES!
those guys were great!
=)

19 of july was my mama's birthday!
so i had been to restaurant twice.
first was by my younger sister,
then, by my brother-in-law.
cool shit right?

i sure put on weights.
my god!

i had been hitting the gym as well.
it's cool to see urself taking heavier and heavier weights!
=)

i said,
if dont let go now,
i will nv let go anymore!

days go by, i'm falling deeper & deeper!
i swear!
that's y, from now i will nv let go!
i love u!
lyn wong!
stupid.

"unpredictable love"

perfect?

2008-07-17T13:35:00.004+08:00

i'm sorry, i cant be perfect!

u realli do love ur friend alot.
great!

anyway, life is getting interesting!
i like it.

hopefully, emotion dont blow me off.

somethings had decided but some dont.
but better than never,...

at least i know wher's my true friends.
i'm glad that all of ur were still around.
love!

i had realised,
humans r realli greedy!

once u got $1, u will target for 2.
am i rite?

i need to get this greediness out of me!
i got nothing to ask more.

u already light up my life, i dont ask for more!
i appreciate!

u said this incident taught u to look upon me in another manner.
disappoint-ness fill up ur mind.

trust me!

decisions

2008-07-10T13:40:00.002+08:00

people asked me.
do u ever regret on decisions that u had made.
i reply, i dont.
because i'm always believe on my decisions.

this week, many shits had happened.
dont even know how to explain.

tears left, emotions left, decision came.

pictures kept flashing on my mind,
happiness,
unhappiness,
every memories.

wat should i do?
wat decision can be made?

emotion flow through my body.
i'm weak,
i had fall,
WAT SHOULD I DO.

FUCK

deep shit

2008-06-29T07:11:00.006+08:00

something not going smooth as wat i expect!
but it's also something i expected.
this few days were pretty sucks for me!

tried not to but..
y?

friday, laodie and paul's group ask me out for party!
didnt realli have the mood to party.
but since shits had happen i have to take it.
as usual!

saw hanbin, nico ang nicholas at zouk too.
it's nicholas birthday anyway.
happy birthday!

drank like hell!
and party like hell.

got into a fight!
and someone forehead bleed.
didnt know that i will involved in this shit.
no choice. bad mood!

went to yio chu kang for supper? or consider as breakfast?
ha.

and paul kept insisting that girls wanted to know me!
lol!

and after all thses shit, i went to paul's house!
cant sleep!
so because of me, he and his gf had to acc me!
so sweet of them!
*love!

chit chat non-stop.
but the topic was the same!
"something" that changes my life, my thinking.

woke up at evening then head down for dinner with paul, 's gf and er ge!
ha!

seriouly all of them r sweet!
thanks so much to be there when i realli need someone so much!

played 2rounds of mj then supper again!
ha.
laodie and jd went to bowl and met us to chill then went home.
cab home around 6.

anyway, tml going serangoon play ball!
anyone free?
contact me! 98009060

*missu.

baby love

2008-06-12T14:14:00.003+08:00

it's time to update!

i'm a free man for 3weeks!
finally! holiday!

yesterday went yewtee for training!
ran like hell.
rushed home to showered then to stjames.
planning to club at zouk but baby told me it's fucking many people.
went stjames with laodie, JD, paul and of cos my baby!
laodie was damn funny last night!
cannot tahan!
oh, and it's JD's birthday! ha.

after club went to eat with CHERYL LYNN.
i wonder did she realli ate the noodles.
i'm damn full after the supper!

later might going steamboat with the group.

i miss u badly!
stupid.

and,
tue went dinner with baby's parent and the bryan.
so cute!

before dinner watched kungfu panda with weiling!
so many girls huh.
stupid.
it's cheryl lynn wong wei ling!
=)

jun 05

2008-06-05T13:21:00.002+08:00

curently having my lesson.
life is getting more and more interesting.
maybe it's because of u.

i became a dead man on last saturday.
drunk like hell.
went to Obar then to Opoint.
ended up baby have to take care of me.
thanks ya.

monday went shopping on the afternoon,
shop non-stop!
i'm sure that ms wong is a shopping queen!

love!

yesterday went training at yishun then to serangoon north for mj.
AND, i swear that ur playing style is so weird.
no choice, u got the luck.
but not every sunday huh.
ha. =)

now, i'm 100% sure that she's still sleeping like a pig!

i had been turning up for classes nowadays.
because of lyn wong!
she threaten me! =(

*smile.

ok, back to study!

stay

2008-05-31T18:30:00.002+08:00

just ended my training at unity secondary.
damn tiring i swear!
but it's fun.

this week was great!
i love 30th may!
joking!
=)

i went 4 out of 5 days of school!
am i great?
but the weather sucks!
it's so humid!
and it's damn angry to smoke under the hot sun!

WED!
i went zouk with baby!
it's pretty sucky!
the entry for girls were full!
i cant believe it.
from the angry girl: "which club dont wan more ladies?"
after all, we still manage to get the ticket!
had some drink then head on to st james!
drank like a fish.
just like the music on the dance floor, i just cant stop drinking!
left st james at 1plus then back to zouk!
i was like dancing non-stop!
cool shit!
ha.

THURS!
went bear's house to mj and texas.
while i fell asleep on the couch, baby was on the line with my mama!
and i think they were together already.
lucky i'm a good boy huh.
=)

and i have to mention this.
i had less than 3hours of sleep in 3days!

and it's sure that,
i'll stay!
nv ask me y.
i just do.
u think u're spoiled.
all the while i'm taking all ur shit!
just be a good girl for me,
then all these shit r nothing to me.

now i'm going to take some rest,
and tonight will be a great night! =)

fall

2008-05-26T08:33:00.002+08:00

my english was still so sucky.
and i'm trying make some improvement.

again, this entry will be a sucky one.

get started on friday,
managed to get my ass to school.
as usual, went home and sleep after school.
evening i made an effort to attend training, but nobody inform me that training starts early.
so, i'm late.
sat was division 1st "final".
i dont see any needs for me to turn up.

so i slept through the day and woke up at 8.
i went cini early becos it's bored to stay at home.
ended up, suck.

saw something i dont wish to see.
i felt so sucky at that moment.
realli dont know where to head on.
fallen.

she made a promise.
she's more mature and wont be playful like last time.
i believe it.

again, yesterday nite.
was watching a show at cini.
everything get started.
i'm not being possessive.
if any guys in this world saw that msg, results will be the same.
i swear!

i realli dont know wat u're thinking, seriously!
i asked,
u went silent.
so wat i'm suppose to do.

damn it.
fuck.

mind over body?

2008-05-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

it's thursday.
and i haven get to sleep for more that 24hours.
now having lesson and i'm stoning in front of the computer.

didnt realli turn up for lessons.
realli felt annoyed abt these shit.

and I gonna do something to stop these shit.
and set a target in my life.

yesterday went to SBC, engtat VS tongwhye.
it's special, because i didnt wear the jersey and sit on bench.
it's exciting maybe because i'm not playing.

kind of pissed off.

went steamboat with baby and bear.
and i burnt my tongue.
had a "world best dessert" after the heavy meal.

recently doing nothing much.
mj-ing, training, bowling.

i need a break.
it's time for a trip.

was busy with lots of stuff, so didnt realli catch up with my friends.
but actually i dont realli have many true friends.
who cares!
read one of lyn's post,
figure out y i'm a loner.
maybe because i dont realli take shit.
i did wat i wan,
and i said wat i wan.
short and simple huh.
that's me.
and u're the only one i'm taking ur shit man.
didnt realli know y i will did that.

gtg.

decide once and for all ?

2008-05-15T13:42:00.003+08:00

i'm currently having lesson, and the lesson is damn bored i swear!
cant stand it!

tue midnight, quarrelled with my queen.
my queen insist that i'm the one at fault.

so yesterday she dont bother to reply my msgs, my calls.
*angry.
asked jiejie and bear for help but nothing much in return.
anyway, thanks!

went to NTU for tongwhye's training at night.
i cant find the stupid basketball court and ended up asking like a nuts!
training ended at 9, so went to the food court and grab a drink.
my senior was so nice that he sent me home, i alighted at hke's bus stop and i saw zhiqing and friends.
they asked me along to zouk.
didnt realli wanna go, but had a strong feeling that the queen will be there.

i will strike yesterday's 4D if i buy, becos i realli saw her at zouk!
she's with her friends and as usually, attitude!

yesterday was not my day! nearly get into so many fights.
and i'm fucking pissed off at zouk!

but after i did something that satisfied the queen, finally she accepted my apology.

went to school in the morning.
i was fuck by my sister in the morning!
but was thankful that she's able to wake me up. =)

after reading her blog,
i was kind of worry,
wat decision will she make?
who knows.

"not just for the one who complains the most or bullies the most."

may 03

2008-05-03T03:09:00.002+08:00

thursday, public holiday.

woke up at 2.

didnt realli sleep, becos i was being torture by baby wong!
slept for 4hours? ha.

went cck cc for bball.
reached there around 3, tot i'll play until the hot sun.
ended up it's a sheller court.
it's realli tired after playing for hours.

went home and showered.
watched doomsday at 0135.
was pretty tired so head home and rest.

woke up late in the morning,
rushed to school.
attended 2hours lesson then went home.

and finally, to my dreamland.
=)

thursday, may 01

2008-05-01T05:09:00.018+08:00

just reached home.

morning i woke up at 630, so i went to take a shower then ate my breakfast.
took bus to school, and it's so crowded.

during my class, i read baby's blog and knew that she's not feeling well.
so i decided to give her a call.

reached home around 4, and was on the line with baby.
she went sun tan without asking me along! =(

so we went out for dinner at west mall.
she's unwell so we didn't hit the club tonite.
we headed to cdans for bowling,
but the Q was super long.
so we headed to holland V to meet jie and gilian for ice-cream.
wondering if she's realli unwell, becos she managed to finish 2 whole scoops of ice cream.
toot!

so went back to cdans and check it out.
and damn it, the Q was damn long lo.
before we decide where to go, we saw baby's buddies.
they were also going to bowl.
ha.

we had no choice but to head somewhere else to bowl.
i recommended that all of us try tamah jurong's superbowl as the location's really deserted.
fortunately, we only had to wait approx 10 mins
started our game, it was really fun, but i think the balls were pretty lousy cos my finger hurts.
cdans' still the best!
so far lah. ha.

dont know who said that he's hungry after the game,
hence we headed to s-11 along corporation road,
scarly no one ordered food except for baby.
wah lao, she practically ate the whole piece of pancake can!

pig!

there's 2guys that drove.
they were damn nice, sent each of us home.
nice!

now i'm on the phone with baby!
bye,

flashing back....

2008-04-28T15:57:00.002+08:00

sunday.!
woke up around 6.
realised that i do have a game at nite.
rushing out and took train to sbc.

baby knock off early, so i wait for her at aljunied station.
reach sbc at 820.
rush to toilet to change then warm up.
end up i'm watching the whole game.

against minyi,
both my best buddy were playing.
flash back 2years ago, i'm still playing youth cup.
people said i'm so great and blah blah blah.....
i gave up, and then trying to return.
foolish huh.?
i hate sitting down, hate watching the game.
i'm not that kind of player.
fuck.!!!
who to blame.? "myself.!"
*moody.

lucky there baby doing crazy stuff.
so i can left all unwanted stuff behind my mind.
*love.

bear drove us to geylang eat "dimsum".
nice.!

prepare to meet "jie" but think she's tired.
so went to bear's house for mj again.!

mj till morning, reach home shower then head to school.
power rite, normally i will just skip one day of lessons then forget it.
but i'm a little bit different now.!!!!!

baby went to sun tan.!
i also wan but no choice, study first.!

thinking of baby is realli better then thinking of bball.
thank u so much baby.!
i think there's realli nothing can describe my love for u.
serious.!

full stop.

too late to apologize

2008-04-27T07:01:00.003+08:00

ok, get it start on thursday.
didnt sleep after st james party.
went to school then back home.
as usually, lessons still bored.!

reached home around 4.
(mama asked, "u no need to sleep ah.?"
i reply, "i'm superman.!")
ha.

meet up with baby at west mall.
watched movie, "hottie and the nottie"
=) not bad, recommended.!

ntuc to buy packet drink for her family.
then buy ice-cream cake for the little nephew.!
wat a nice auntie.!
*smile.

after that went to bear's house for mj.!
with jj, bear and baby.!
again, reached home around 8.
bath and then to school.!
i'm realli a good student huh.
ha.

ended around 12 then had a smoke break with my buddy, "tailing".
on the way home, i fall alseep then missed my stop.
i asked the driver to let me down, he said here cant let passenger alight.
wat the fuck.!
end up i had to walk for 15mins before i can sleep.!
*angry.
the moment i open my eyes, it's already 10plus.
cool.!

so i went down cini and meet baby.!
she's feeling unwell so i'm kind of worried.!
in the end, again playing mj at bear's house.
"doodoo" at 6.

woke up around evening and realised that my sister is heading out, so i ruch to bath then style my hair.
i prepared much faster than my sister.
she gave me money then send me to seragoon, which is nearby her bf's house.
love.!

took train to vivo, meet baby and went to cini for dinner.

she wanna play nitendo wii.
but no more slot.
had long john then play arcade.

saw teozhiwei and tok cock with him.!
also saw my cousin.
was angry when we r going off.!!!!
went back to vivo and watch movie.
"harold and kumar"
damn nice.!!!
recommeded.!!!!

play bowling somewhere near bukit merah.
again, i lose.!
everytime lose, fuck.
think i only won her once.
home after bowling.!

every guys, girls will use a period of time and know the guy/girl that they r interested.!
i'm not special either.
i wanna know more abt baby.!
so i will know wat to do, wat to speak, everything.

i cant figure out wat type of girl she is.
thinking thinking and think.
no result.

sometime knew a little but end up it's not.

did she realli portray herself infront of me.
but i realli love who she is.
she's sometime unreasonable, petty, weird.
BUT still love.!
or maybe she didnt even wear a mask infront of me.
i feel so.
i wanna be a little different from others to her.
so weird huh.
.............................

gonna sleep.
nite.
27apro8, 0736

st james.!!!

2008-04-24T16:07:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah.!
yesterday went st james with my baby and jiejie.

before that went bugis meet baby.!
i nv wear long pants so "kana" fuck by her.! =(

by she's so nice that she think of a way and then get me a jeans.
*love.

so we went clark quay meet jiejie,
and had "waraku" for dinner. =)

anyway, this is the first time i call some1 else "jiejie" other then my 2sister.!
but she's realli sweet.
=)

continue,
reached st james around 11plus.

and, party time.!

jiejie left early,
then,
around 2plus i saw turtle.!!!
she looked so shock when she saw me. ha.
so i intro her to my baby, anyway they should knew each other.

left st james around 3plus.
home sweet h____..!
=)

realised baby is damn sweet.
*love.

anything a person chases in life runs away

2008-04-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

recently had been reading book by "sherry argov".
"why men love bitches"

i think it's specially for woman.
by i still love this book.

monday went np play ball with lyn.
then bukit timah for dinner,
jinjian house mj with bear, jinjian and lyn,
to geylang eat dimsum, with xiaoyuan, bear and lyn
to west coast slack.
reaches home around 8.

i had been coughing for so many days.
finally, fall sick.
die on my bed for 20+ hours.

lyn wong acc me to doctor nearby my house.
and gonna wait for 20patients.
so decided to go bukit batok's clinic.

she's so lovely.!
*love.!

at nite, she suddenly ask me to go for others.
????
black out.
dont know wat to do.
dont know wat to say.
told her so many stuff but she still dont believe.
so wat can i do.
=(

later still have to go trainng.
bored.!

i miss u.

back in life

2008-04-12T15:17:00.002+08:00

finally, understood.
if its urs, it will be urs.

yesterday nite cant sleep, so switch on tv.
a quote from a show,
"i only can cry my tears behind my pain."

suits me huh.?
she always said, i'm only her company.
will nv fall for me.
i believe but y am i still here.?
dont know.!

or maybe, i should realli be a friend rather than boyfriend.

or maybe, we r from two different world.

give up or not.?

who knows.!

anyway, tml will be my first game.
against tagawa.
maybe this will be my very last tournament.

recently had been training.
i love my team mates.
hopefully they do too.
=)

seriouly, i miss u.

think i'm single for pretty long huh.
no choice.

good luck png.!

freeze the past

2008-04-03T23:24:00.005+08:00

nothing much abt these few days.
sleep, eat and sleep.

staring at those photos.
listen to songs.
smoke.

just nothing much.

no life.!

sian =(

"爱是不是,不开口才珍贵?"

when u're gone

2008-04-01T18:48:00.002+08:00

bored bored bored.!
nothing to do.
only thing i knew was to sleep.

trying to forget everything.
start a new.
hopefully, it may works.

misses so many stuff.
damn it.

sign.

hopefully someone will call me in the mid-nite and chit chat with me.
i'm just fucking bored.

moody

2008-03-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

wat am i to u.
tell me darling, the truth.

fuck!

"y am i so moody.

wat am i thinking.

am i crazy,
or i had think too much.

can anyone answer me.?"

kept thinking and thinking.

dont feel like staying at home.

wanna go out.
somewher quiet.

sign.

today went hke play bball.
pretty suck.

bad day, spoil my mood.

come on, end it.

hopefully tml will be a better day for me.

*smile.

bad day

2008-03-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

woke up at 12.(moody)

dont know wat to do, wat to think.(blank)

duck called me, and then meet him at orchard.

played Xbox with him.
think of u.
u r always so funny, cannot tahan u.

when to rp for friendly.
around 630.
still so moody.
duck asked me wat happen, but didnt realli answer.

friendly started at 730.
injured my hand.(angry)
when im on the court, thinking of nothing but u.
cant concentrate, only know how to run.
running up and down.
like a nuts.
*sign.

after friendly went home, walking to station and kept smoking.

people said, in life there's always people walk in and out of it.
maybe some will left foot prints, and some u will forget.
there's people do left foot prints in my life, but u r the one that left a deep one.

knowing u already got someone in heart, but still falling into it.
wat am i thinking.
after emily, i nv thought i will end up like this again.
idiot me.!

u told me, it's only lust.
i knew, but sometime there's nothing i can do.
i'm just human.

dont feel like mj-ing,
dont feel like playing ball,
dont feel like sleeping, eating.
just wanna grap u with my both hands.
telling u everything.

dont think i'll have to chance.
forget it.

if i have to choose between loving u and breathing,
i will use my last breath and said i love u.

simply sound stupid, but i'll do.

stop these rubbish then.
dont know wat i'm talking.

blank.!

loner

2008-02-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday went jp watch L:change the world.
nice nice.!
but again, sitted beside couple. sian.
realised like love watching movie, and alone.!
cool.!
我想我可巳一个生活.

after movie went qilong's house mj.
lucky morning able to wake up to school.

life's getting bored.!

can something or someone light up my life.?

again, fall out of a relationship.
so sudden.
so fast.
like wasting time.
fuck.

today i over slept, missed my training.
die.
cannot play already huh.
time to get serious.
few more months to go.
endure.!
good luck bang.! =)

new year.!!!

2008-02-10T05:51:00.000+08:00

just reach home from qilong's house.
mj realli can kill time.
when i'm bored, sad, happy, etc...

before mj i went cini watch moive.
CJ7.!
=)

i bought a/x belt.
thanks weiting for commend.
cool.
u r nice.

as usually, days had became nite.
i dont see sun nowadays.
kind of weird.

1st division r round the corner.
prepare prepare.
i'm gonna be a slient killer.!

*smile.

few picture taken during chinese new year...

cute.!

=)

chinese new year

2008-02-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

finally, finish my CNY shopping.
shoe, pants, shirts.
shock man. =)
next week is CNY.
yeah.!
hongbao hongbao.! ha.

today i went shopping alone.
shuang man.
wanna go where jiu go where.
=)

friday went shopping with zhiwei, end up at boat quey drink.

reaches home already 8.
woke up around 7, wash up then cab to town.
shop with zhiwei and junsheng.
after that went geylang eat with siao chao bo.
cab down to qilong's house for mj.
reach home around 8 again.
woke up at 7 again.
cab down to town again.!!!
=)
my weekend was all abt town. ha.
youngster leh.!

now so hungry.!!!
=(

*misses.

bored

2008-01-27T05:43:00.000+08:00

i realised, if my group of friends r not free i'm realli bored to hell.!
last sat, some os them had project, one of them was sick.
end up i'm alone at cini.
watch movie, alone ok.
but the movie was nice.!
=)
finally, zhiwei came.!
we slack at town then to pub.
he's drunk like shit. ha.
both of us drank 2 bottle chevlas. =)
and i have to carry him home.

weekdays there's nothing much,
school, school and school.

but i passed my 5.02.
=)
and i only got 6points.
li hai leh.

friday after training,
me, gab, kelvin, qilong went prawn fishing. =)
lyn came then we went for mj at qilong's house.

woke up around 8.
had a meal from my mama.!
then play psp for 3hours.
=(

12am,
me, kelvin and qilong went prawn fishing again. ha.
got a new uncle as friend, he's funny la.
ha. =)

nothing much in my life, kind of bored.
tml i wanna go town.!
=)

past pic

2008-01-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

24hour, 3on3.!

fall asleep at lakeside platform.! ha.

nba champion.! =)

i do sleep during lessons.!

how to play with these cards?

steamboat at gab's house

i was being force to do that. shit.!

same, that's pain

fireworks by ME.!! at china.

my roomie(china)

=)

bored

2008-01-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

finally, home sweet home.
china's weather was damn cold.
dont know y people there still can take it.

i injure my knee.!
went for x-ray but doctor said my bone is fine.
die, i'm kind of worried.!
walk also pain.
how sia.?
god bless me.!

school reopen on monday, saw my funny classmates.!
they r still so funny.!
ha.
yesterday i went bbdc for 2.02.
2nd time, but i passed.!
ha.
friday is going for 3.01.
=)
tml have to go for theory lessons.!
2 in a row lo.
li hai.!

where is my beautiful girl.?
ha.
toot.!

new team, new life, new friends.! *loves.

2007-11-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

miss my blog alot.! =)
recently i had been turning up for classes.! =)
*happy.
cos i quit my part time job, although i misses them so much.
but no choice, i have to pass my course.
deep *misses. "CHINA ONE"

recently makes around with my malay's friends.
they r funny.!
=)
other reason is becos some of them r smoker too. =)
ha.

had training in tong whye for few months i think.
enjoy training.
it's tough.
nowadays, after training i will miss home.
ha.
it's soOoOo tired la.
=)
but i still enjoy it.

i love weekend so much.
slack, town, seatosa, mj, etc.
so fun.
ha.
i got a group of buddy.
qilong, zixiang, gabriel, zhiqing and AUNTIE kelvin.
ha.
it's happy to be with them.
WE rocks.! =)
*smile.

yesterday i went movie with zhiqing.
abit gay la.
but i love the show.
"The Game Plan"
the best movie.!

PngWenBang recommended.!
ha. =)

end of DEC going china with tongwhye.
i'm lucky that i got the chance.
so i will appreciate.!
it's time to make a come back.
i miss the feeling on the court, wearing jersey.
few more months.!
good things r worth to wait.
=)

tml going seatosa with qilong and zhiqing.
i wanna tan.!
ha.

and updates on my look:
=)
cut hair, dye.
like this hair style.
cool. ha.

nothing to continue.
but to be continue...

"q & a"
a woman take a stroll on the beach,
but when she turns her head back,
y she cant find her foot prints.?
ha.
think think think.!
answer will be out on next blogging time.!

nite, byebye.!
=)
*smile.

will i see rainbow

2007-10-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

again, i'm back to single.
without knowing the reason for the past few weeks, finally i knew.
got her reply, "we rush into this relationship, i'm just on a crush."

and i will have to start another new book in my life.
i'm sick and tired of changing new story.
please, i need a long break from now.
i just wanna study, work, play ball, friends.
nothing else but these.

i admit i'm lose in the previous r/s.
so nv will i wan this kind of feeling anymore.
girls, if u think u're just on a crash.
PLEASE, fuck off.
i'm enough.

friday went MOS with qilong and kelvin.
it's cool but bored.
=)
after clubbing while we r on the way back, stupid turtle called me for mj.
then i have to drop off at jurong town hall then take taxi to teckwhye.
ha.
then sat i slept for the whole day.
woke up around 6 then went home for dinner, continue my dream.
12plus went downstairs for supper, i'm hungry of cos.
then went zixiang's house.
later still got work.
=)

i love china one.
simply rocks.!
ha. =)

will i see rainbow.???

misses

2007-10-09T10:11:00.000+08:00

still the same, day had turn into nite.
i gonna start work later.
earning money once again.

last wed and fri had friendly against np.
sat morning went seatosa with qilong, zixiang, kelvin and yongchain.
burn burn burn.
evening went to acs for bbaxn's game.
won.
after game went jurong play ball.
home for bath then to qilong's house.
realised nowadays i cant to alone.
just cant be alone.
misses.

woke up then went jurong point with qilong and yongchain.
play a little pool then qilong went for work.
me and yongchain went for movie.
not bad, but bored.
felt weird, cos the 1 beside me is not u.
after movie went kbox with zixiang and qilong.
wan to sing so badly.
i select a sing, remember that u told me u love the song.
tear drop with no reason.

yesterday woke up at 7.?
went NIE to watch IVP.
wanted to be on court so much.
hopefully.
went for dinner then to qilong's house.
mj.
lying on bed around 6.
cant get to sleep.
y.? dont know.

this week will be the last week of my holiday.
passes pretty slow.
tot it will be a great holiday.
but end up, suck.
i'm thankful that there's a few guys were there for me.
realli thanks.!
loves.

somebody told me, i'm doing nothing.
if i realli wan, please go for it.
but wat should i do.?
this time round, i'm lost.
still love me.?
i dont know.!!!
wan the answer so badly, yet i'm scared to know.

relationship not like basketball.
in basketball, wanna shoot, can shoot.
wanna drive in, can drive.
wanna pass, can pass.
wanna defend, can defend.
in relationship,
things normally wont go wat u think.
it's hard to control, hard to understand.
but once u can control, everything's over.

down.

i dont have to pretend like everything is alright

2007-10-04T05:42:00.000+08:00

so many words r kept in my heart.
so many unwanted bad feeling r in there.
wat to do, wat can do, wat should i do.
how i wish ur hands r there.
how i wish u r with me.
down.

i got a group of best friend. "zixiang, qilong, kelvin"
infront of them, i dont have to pretend like everything is alright.
i love them.
thanks for being there for me when i need some1 to be there so much.

recently, i cant get to sleep.
lying on bed, thinking, thinking and thinking.
just cant get to sleep.
so during nite i dont realli stay at home.

whenever i think of u, smile r in my face and paceful r found in my heart.
whenever i close my eyes, everything r so bad and tears r found in my heart.

hope everything will be fine for u.
god bless.
i m u.

need me becos u love me.
and not.
love me becos u need me.

i'm nothing special.
i'm PNG WEN BANG.

i'm just human

2007-09-25T06:17:00.000+08:00

recently no getting well with my gf, got a little problem.
and there's rainbow after rain.
how i wish this rainbow will be there always.
hope it does.

pngwenbang had a little bit changes. dont know whether it's good or bad.
but no worry, i am still wat i am. =)
and we treat ourselves with respect huh.

her training days increased, mon tue wed fri sat.
poor thing.
endure, endure and endure.
train with no regrets, champions always give in their best.
so do u k.
time will be lesses with me but no worry, heart will be with u always.
so concentrate on studies and training.
dont wan u to regret.

*loves.

how i wish i can lend u some of my time.
i'm realli free nowadays.
day had turn into nite and nite had turn into day.
li hai leh. ha.

started training at tongwhye, training r tough but lucky i'm able to endure through.
when i'm into shoes, jersey.
the feel is there.
but when i'm not, i dont realli feel like playing.
y huh?
any answer?

last sat, bbaxn's game against entourage.
won few points. no fight no fight. ha.
the previous week against a 2nd division team.
nearly fight, i saw the guy was abt to start a fight with weilong so i also dont know y i took a chair and chiong the guy.
pretty crazy huh.
but i'm protective la. ha.
end up i was banned on the next game.

after game went to far east and meet yongchain, had some food, take a walk and home.
saw audrey on the train while i'm on the way home.

nothing much.

take a bath and went to town meet seewei.
dinner, pool and snooker.
gf was there with her friends too.

but a little quarrel.
after slacking went to mos.
me, qilong, seewei, kelvin.
gf and 3friends.
becos she's unhappy with me, end up she's not with me during clubbing.
at that time, i am realli angry huh.
dont know y.

qilong, seewei and kelvin were grinding with others girls.
but i dont.
dont have the mood, and i'm attached ok.
i know wat i should do and wat i have to do.
i love u.

went out alone, smoke.
went to china one, misses them too.
*cheers.
saw turtle, she's still the same.
so rubbish, so funnny. ha.
hope she's doing fine too.

that nite, i'm just so moody.
stop it, dont mention abt it already.
boo.

reach home around 7plus, i actually fall asleep at 11?
think, think and think.
*sad.

woke up at 6 and went jurong point with yongchain and qilong.
nite went to qilong's house for mj.
i'm tired but i'm just so moody that i couldn't get to sleep.

i hate this 2days. stupid.

sun.
woke up at 7.
went nanyang training.
still so moody.

waited for her msg.
so many days already still dont wanna to msg me.
stupid u.
*angry.
miss her badly.
wanna know where is she, wat she's doing, she's with who, taken breakfast, lunch, dinner already?, is she safe.? wah.
sooOOOO many questions keep repeating on my mind. =(

after training went qilong's house to bath, and went mac for supper.
so full.
at the same time, i keep checking my phone see whether there's any msg.
1hr, 2hr, 3hr passes.
feel so weird. =(

went gabriel's house to slack with zixiang, qilong and kelvin.

and finally, i'm lose.
i msg her.
just miss u so badly la.
stupid u.
win again huh.
action.
*bleahz.

sun's coming out.
and i'm still awake.
li hai li hai.

anyway, gf.
jiayou k.
attachment will end in oct.
*huggies.

lastly,
and seriously,
i do love u.
toot.

think u're sleeping now.
sleep tight. =)
nite.
*kisses.

missing, missing & missing

2007-09-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

my baobei passes her TP.!!!! happy huh.? =)
now she's having training camp in school.. endure endure..!!!
and i just back from training.. wa, damn tiring la..
too long nv train already...! god bless..
maybe only get to see her on sunday.. emily chua, please rest more huh..
dont tired urself up.!
<.ai ni.>

tml have bbaxn's game at 330..
dont know whether my knee can tahan anot..
jiayou wenbang's knee..! =)

my baobei just give me a call before sleep.. *smile.
missing u quite a little little little, but it's ok la.. no problem..!

gonna cook instant noodles for my dinner.. poor thing huh..
but i'm hungry.! no choice..
too tired to blog already..

good nite baObei.!
=)

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden..
*smile.

boo

2007-09-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

just finish chatting with my girlfriend..
consider quarrelling.? dont know..
hopefully it will be alrite..

she's busy nowadays..
attachment, training, driving.....
busy girl huh..
tml she will have to wake up at 6 for attachment, afternoon gonna take TP and evening have to rush to training camp..
hope u wont tired urself up..(jiayou)

GOOD LUCK for TP..
study hard for attachment..
train hard for national..

i'm not like other guy, must get to see girlfriend..
as long as my heart is with u and urs r with me.. and i'm done..

train hard and get a champion and if ur boyfriend got $$$$, we will go for holiday.!(promise) =)
cheerleading is ur hobby..! dont give up easily.. train hard with no regrets and no matter wat the result is, I will always be there for u..

but sometime, realli miss u.. but it's ok.. believe in me.!

september 13, finally one month.. "time" was flying when u r with me, but "day" passes pretty slow huh..

i'm happily attach for one month.. maybe there's quarrelling or sometime things r not going smooth..
but these r wat couples do.. am i rite.?
i'm not a PRO in r/s, but i treat the r/s for real.. *smile.
u r special.

morning went her house for breakfast, first time she's able to wake up.. cool..!
went home for a nap and went jurong west's gym.. yongchain reach there early, end up me and qilong sleeping soundly at home.. =)
tml my chest, shoulder and abs sure steam.!
die die..

after gym we went jurong point for dinner(KFC), and play a game of snooker..
went nanyang's training and play 5on5.. and i was wearing nike air dunk.. style huh..?
nanyang's uncle send me home after drinking at coffee shop.. i didn't take my supper cos i'm on the line with emily chua..
reach home and i ate a plate of fried rice(by mama), and it's delicious.!

boo, i dont like to be lonely..
dont like "bad mood"..
i'm not superman, i'm just a human..

Lonely

2007-09-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

I soak up all the pain in silence
Accepting the fact I have no one left...

Give me a b0x 0f pushpins s0 everytime i cry i can pin my l0nley picture t0
the wall and fill my r0om with my pain and s0rr0ws untill 0ne day, when therez
n0 r0om left, i'll pin them t0 where the pain is really c0ming fr0m... my heart..

I don't need to be wanted...
I just want to be needed...

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;
it's being forgotten by
someone you can never forget..

I hate this, I've never felt worse in my life. I need to talk to someone
but no one would understand.. I'm feeling completely alone and it's
not like I have anyone to turn to anyway.. I guess I'm just at a point
in my life where I honestly don't know what to do with myself..

FUCK.....

I like it when I'm alone because then I don't
have to pretend like everything is ok.....

2007-09-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

movie lover.!

2007-09-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

had been watching movieSssss..! haa.. it's cool la.. i already forgotten wat's the last's movie i had watched.. mahjong master 3.? forget it.!
haa..
movieSssss with chua MING MING was wonderful.!
couple seats, couple seats, couple seats.!! so lucky huh.. =)
haa..
last nite just watched "no reservation".!
rush hour3, i know who killed me, ratttouille, hairspray, skinwalker, dead silence.....
cant believe it.! *smile.

i started gym, shooting my fav basketball, training at whyenam..
the first time i return gym was with my MINGMING.! =)))

i stopped all these for so long.. i once lost everything i got in my hand, and now i think it's time to take it back.!!!

TO CHUA MING MING,
it's realli long since i got this feeling..
i'm realli glad that u r by my side.. and i thank god for giving me another chance to be loved.!
FROM BANG,

preparing for my up coming tournament.. i think will be inter-ite..
ite will not be playing IVP.. shit.!

TO QILONG,
we will have to train hard and train smart.. and at the same time, hander r/s with lots of care and loves.!
FROM BANG,

TO MY FRIENDS,
any1 wanna gym, play ball, jogging or watever.. please kindly contact me.!
"but, sometime i'm not free due to my MS CHUA.. she's important.!"
FROM BANG

REPLY TO MY TAG,
i dont remember i said this to many girls,
i only know i said it twice..
first to my previous r/s.. hmm.. i dont think it's a r/s anyway..
and to CHUA MING MING.!
i dont think u know alot of my "things".!!
any info can ask me directly.! thanks.!

now my girlfriend is EMILY CHUA MING MING...
FROM BANG

=)

die, next tue exam.. i came baobei's house study but end up sleeping.!!
worst thing is, SHE NV WAKE ME UP.!!! *argh. haa.. =P

tml morning going ball shooting with qilong.. after that gym.! *smile

last wed went to SBC for friendly against "old birds".! =)
nice game.! but my both knee so painful..
poor thing..

will update soon if possible.!

baobei, i love u.!

my emily chua ming ming

2007-08-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

started this relationship on 13/8/2007..
she's special..
in my 19years, i can said i had nv met some1 like her..
it's true.!
i think many people think that i was together with audrey, but it's not.. please dont misunderstood..
i admit that i realli love her once, giving her everything that i could..
maybe it's fate..
i myself get hurt.! i can say a realli deep cut..
nobody knows, even my best friend..
but only her..
maybe i dont realli like to tok things out with people..
but when i get to know her, the feeling is so different..
dont know how to explain..
i can speak anything i wan infront of her..
this is the first time..
so comfortable, so happy when i'm with her..
i dont think got any girl can let me feel like this..

to emily chua,
please believe in me.! i know maybe the time we r together is short.. but my feeling, my everything to u r real..!
i always say, time can prove everything..

if some1 is ready to give u his time, please cherish it, dont treat it as toy..
PLEASE.!!!

lastly, i love u.!
i seriously love u.!
=(

shimeh

2007-08-05T17:04:00.000+08:00

dont knoe wat i'm thinking..

maybe i knew but i dont wan to make it clear.?

"nv let u go" a nice song.!

moody.!
dont know wat to say..
forget it.!

mr.png, wat r u thinking.?
can u be a men.??
boo............

i love to win

2007-07-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

today went rp to watch polite cup.. quite fun.. loads of people there.. saw jeffery and johnson..
hmmm... do i still love basketball.?
i use to crazy over basketball.. train train train.. shoot shoot shoot.. under the big hot sun, and even raining.. but now.?
i told myself thati need to take a rest..
so izzit time to return.?
i think so..
so everybody, wait me.. and be prepared.. or else u regret..
sooner or later i will be back on the court with my love..
of cos i need her support..
u gonna be there..
cos u r the one that bring me back to the court..
no u, no basketball..
*smile. =)
today pngwenbang fall sick.. throat infection.!!! on my god..
sweetie mood r not good today.. dont know y.. but must be happy ok..
*huggie.
massage time.! nite.!

sentosa

2007-07-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

today went there with quanchun, wenlong and deanna..
i tot got a lot of people leh.. boo..=x
meet 11 but i reach harbour front around 12..
haa.. had my breakfast then head to sentosa..
many things changes.. but it's cool..
so long nv go under the sun..
sun burn.!!! =(
miss the days with tagawa team mates, qilong, kelvin......so many.! =)
play bball for awhile.. bored, but funny..
go woodlands by myself, bought dinner for my darl and senior..
soOoO full.!
i realised that my tummy is gone.. wee..!
i'm worry darl, she is getting skinny and skinny..
how sia.?
haa..
pngwenbang, u r the man.!! *smile.
i m u.!

friends

2007-07-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

friends r important.!
she got her friends.. i finally understand..

i always said, "if it's urs, it will be urs"..
but it's easy to put in on words, and it's hard to put it in action.. am i right.?
haa.. so i'm great.! cos i finally understand.!

=)

later maybe going "tiao xia".. and tml going seatosa.. haa..

thurs went town with quanchun, chuntee, yeehian and deanna..
chuntee put 2 stars on his leg.. not bad..
went "xing wang" to had my supper.! wee.!

i love blogging, cos i love to write rubbish.!
nonsense.!

nothing to blog much.! boo.!

to be continue..... =)

nite life suits me.?

2007-06-22T18:01:00.000+08:00

had been working this few days.. sleepy, so during day time normally i will sleep..
im i wasting my time.? hope it's not.!
god bless.!
polite cup is on the july.. ite's training r on the morning..!!!!! waste time only.!
dont like the coach.! like to tok rubbish only, 2 hours training and he used up 1hour "tok tok tok"...

this few days sweetie mood r not very good.. =(

next wed morning going to take my test..
god bless too.!

no mood but just felt like writing rubbish...
just dont like to play bball for the while being..
y.? dont ask me, i just dont know.!
used to crazy over bball but now i think i only crazy abt U.!

it's time to work out.. my muscles r slacking.! ugly.!

mind over body.!
png wen bang, r u just a human.? =(

down...

boo

2007-06-15T18:44:00.001+08:00

went to school in the morning.! boo.. caught in the rain.. sick sick sick.. not now please.! =(
tml got game against "AAA", after game going china one to drink, after drink have to work.. haa..
good luck png wen bang.! *muacks.
=P

basketball

2007-06-14T06:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt go school cos im feeling a little bit unwell(headache)..
felt a little bit =( ... boo..
went to work at 830, but im late again.!!! cannot late anymore, not nice to late anyway..
just woke up not long ago, and just back from 630 to get my sweetie for her breakfast..
she wanna on diet.!!!! oh man, already so skinny still on diet.. can somebody tell her how skinny she is.. haa.. =) she gonna kill me if she see this.!
*smile.
felt a little bit tired cos i only get a few hours of rest.. but its oki..
teo ee lyn is my mental support.!
polite cup is round the corner, dont know i will be playing anot..
people always said that "wenbang is solo","wenbang dont know how to pass ball","wenbang is selfish",wenbang only wanna score"..
my god, im sick of all these things..!
actions prove louder than words.!!!
shall see then..
will be working later.. hope my brain is still working.! haa..
i wanna learn bike..! i hate waiting for public transport.!
this sat r playing against "aaa"(bbaxn league)..
sweetie, if i no time to acc u must forgive me oki.?
no worry, that's only u & u & u in my mind.!
my heart too.! =P haa..
-stop here-

t h e p r o m i s e s i m a d e

2007-06-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

enjoyed another wonderful weekend.. haa.. last friday went to work reach ling's hoouse around 6.? she's play MJ with senior.. haa.. li hai rite..! new bed for sweetie.! wee.!
bbaxn in the afternoon.! kind of tired after the game.. quanchun, qilong, and weemeng also went there to play.. cos we r short of player.!
yesterday went to ite's training.. damn boring man.. polite starton the 19 of july.. god bless me..
this few days sweetie was angry with brightooon.. boo.. the people there r idiots..! only "idiots" can suits them..
going home le.
-stop here-

new phone

2007-06-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

there's no lessons on tue and wed.. cannot study.! =(
missed a few lessons so have to work harder already.. haa..

monday was sweetie's birthday.! wee e wee.!
she got 2heart from me which is part(1/3) of the present.. haa..

just went to PS to purchase a new handphone..
haa.. thank u daddy.! =P

yesterday got work.. pretty tired but its alright, that's sweetie.!
reach her house around 4 and woke up and 7.?
cooked breakfast(3eggs and 5hotdogs).! delicious.!

later meet sweetie and pack her room..
new furniture will be arrive on sat.! =)

-stop here-
*smile. =)

bang

2007-05-31T17:58:00.000+08:00

Dark deep thoughts in which i fear,
Often wishing i could disappear,
Problems I cannot bear to solve,
Wishing i was no longer involved.

I wish i could fly so far away,
From painful dilemmas I face each day,
Or curl up tightly on the floor,
To cry out all the pain, once more.

Life hardly ever seems to be fair,
And you hurt end up hurting those who care,
I often think that life would be,
A hell of a lot better without me.

DEAD.!

PNGWENBANG IS DEAD

2007-05-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

nothing to say.

pngwenbang is dead.

can any1 help.

please, im feeling suck now.

nothing can be done.

nothing i can do.

im just nobody.

hate.

how i wish im on a shoulder.

FUCK OFF.!

pngwenbang u're suck.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

smile more.!

2007-05-30T05:01:00.000+08:00

just back from work.. reached home around 330.. pretty late hur.. think im geting use to it.. i love to earn money.! =P
sorry sweetie, unable to acc u home.! =(
went to bed around 4, but dont feel like sleeping, only feel like cooking breakfast for sweetie.. so decided not to sleep.! cool.? haa..
now going out soon.. must deliver to 662.! haa.. xin fu huh.. =P
(bangbang.com)
haa.. next thursday got a class test.. must study for it.! have to get good result.! haa.. gogo jiayou mr Png.!!
nothing much to say, my mind is so blank.. haa..
-stop here-
*smile.
smile is better then anything.!
so smile more.!
haa.. =)

"allergy" . "allergic"

2007-05-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

boo.. just went to doctor.! today didnt go school becos of the stupid allergy..
properly its becos of the kfc i taken yesterday nite..
still not sure going to work anot.. hope it will get better anyway.!

morning felt a little bit itch but i had promised sweetie to be there in the morning.. i did it.!!!
this proved that mr.Png wont give empty promises.! =P

yesterday went macperson ite for training.. its damn far la.. and the court sucks.!!!
hanbao's knee was injured becos of the idiot bball court.!
cool down cool down.!!
during the 2hrs training, the coach used 1hr toking, toking and toking..! oh my god, can somebody stop him.. haa..
after training went Mcc to play bball.. met up with sweetie at bus stop then walk there.. teo ee lyn very good wor..!!! surprised me with ur skillful bball hur.! well done my love.! =P

after bball went to kallang's kfc then took train home.!
words from my sister, she's wan me to put braces.!
but i still love my "tiger teeth".! rite idiot.? =)

polite cup r round the corner, im serious abt it.!
i dont wan last year incident to happen again.! *smile.
warning.!!! : this year PNGWENBANG is different.!

sweetie is working now, its sure tiring.!! massage massage.!!!

if i wanna return to bball world, it will take up loads of time of mine..!

all i need is u to be with me.!
&
all i need is only ur support.! =P

-stop here-
*smile.

basketball.?

2007-05-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

last friday went woodlands for bball with sweetie.. reached there around 8plus.. from duck info, tongwhye training was kinda tough.. =p

last sat went to ACS for BBAXN game.. against g-baller.. won 8 points i think.. those guys were tough.. had a nice game with them.. with only 7 player, we r consider lucky ba.. haa..
went town with sweetie after acs.. republic food court for dinner and sat infront of 2 "crazy" auntie.. Q-up for the delicious prawn noodles..!!! wee.! wah liao, the auntie was complaining abt the prawn noodles and said its not fresh.......blah blah blah... haa.. had a full dinner anyway, but teo ee lyn nv eat a lot.. =<
went GZ's house for mj.. QC was not getting smooth on his boy-girl relationship.. hope he is doing fine.. *smile.

yesterday went to work at nite, left darl at home cleaning up her bedroom.. sorry k, unnable to help up.. =P next time k..!

morning had prata.. had been eating prata recently.. its nice so its oki to eat often.. haa..
hao la.. going for lunch break already.. -stop here-

to be continue..... =p

18 may 2007

2007-05-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

by TeoZhiWei.. haa.. =)

"I think of you so often
and it always makes me smile
Becuz you’re the type of person who makes my life worthwhile
and so this lovely message is coming from my heart
It says I love u dearly
and we'll never be apart" =P

start earning this few days.. not bad working there, people r friendly.. teaches me quite a lot of things.. =P

had breakfast with sweetie and just had lunch with her.. oh my god, my dear is unwell i think.. she ate so little.. i think my rabbit eats more than her.. eat more please.. u r already soOoOo skinny..! later gonna play bball with mrs png.. wee.! love playing bball with u.. cos u look realli cute when u're playing bball.. i love it.! *muacks.

tml have BBAXN game at ACS.. so far..!!!! boo.. no chioce, all national mens r overseas.. was told that gonna win tml's match.. maybe mr png will have a lot of 3points, MAYBE.! haa..

going out with daddy to buy new phone.. must pick the one i like most.. haa..

oh, just went to CMPB to check out info for........ secret.! only sweetie know.. haa..

trust every words that coming out from my mouth.. no lies from mr png to mrs png..!
*muacks. =P wee.!

oki.. have to bath already.. -stop here-

new skin

2007-04-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

hows my new skin.?
i love sweetie's cook.. =P *smile.

school had started.. met new classmates, new lecturer..
my lecturer is weird, let us watch those funny videos.. waste time only..
whenever there's break, i will went to the gym.. hardworking hor.? haa..
i will sure put on weights.!!! this few days had been eating so much.!
must do more work out.!!! boo.!

-stop here-

monday

2007-04-23T11:12:00.000+08:00

had breakfast with sweetie, delicious.! acc sweetie to work then to school.. reached school at 9.. half an hour earlier.. guai rite.? =) went to gym and slack..
met JJ and peter.. my lecturer was late.. boo.. he had a weird hair style.. cool.!!!
haa.. classes r blored.!
i misses u so much.!
*muacks. =P

2007-04-22T03:41:00.000+08:00

u told me that u dislike this pic.. =( haa..

the first few pics we taken.!! =P

dover

2007-04-22T03:16:00.000+08:00

will be studying in dover.. met my bukit batok's class mates.. gonna study hard.. cannot waste this 2year.. target, GPA above 3.5.. haa..
wed played basketball at woodlands.. with weijun, jinhong, ron and my sweetie.. shooter audrey.!!! haa.. whole body aching after playing.. old le old le..
mr.yeo told me AUG got inter-ITE tournament and OCT got polite cup.. but study is more important.. so study come first then basketball.. haa..
i still misses the "jump shot" i made on the court, the "cross-over", the "passes", so many things.. sooner or later i will be back on the court, play the game i love.. so, see YA.! haa..
heard that minyi won in the final against nus.. congrats mr.lao.. so next year minyi will be playing division 1.. nice.!!
already 22 of april, yet to involve in any tournament.. haa.. had been slacking for the past few months.. so relax.. no training, no tournament.. haa..
m u so much when u're not with me.. haa.. =P
serious.! im falling for u my dear..

i just like u much

2007-04-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

taken long ago.! nice.? =P wee.!

u light up my life.. =P
Audrey Teo Ee Lyn.!!! ATEL.!!!
a pretty girl of mine..
my previous entry written that if "u met the 1, please cherish him/her.. 4million+++ people in Sinngapore, 2million+++ r male/female, 1million+++ r youth, adult.. 250,000 r from the north, south, east, west side.. but so lucky both of u met each other.. the chances is so small.. yet u all get to know each other, hold hand, watch movie, dinner and watever things couple should do.. izzit cool.? =P

maybe the pass few years people will tot that "Png Wen Bang" is not that kind of "mr.loyalty"......
BUT, now he's totally different.!!!
he finally get ti know wat is "CHERISH".!!! wat is "IMPORTANT".!!!
maybe it is just 2 simple word.. but does u know the meaning behind it.?
u must feel it, then u will know it.. =P

dont know y will i get to know u..
dont know y will i chat on the phone with u..
dont know since when will i started to wait for ur sms, ur calls, ur smileSs..!
&
dont know y will i misses u...

haa..

wat i wan is to make myself clear.!!
other then ATEL, i dont wan any1 else.!
get it.?
shall see again.? =P
i know, but just do trust me.!
4millon+++ people can dont trust me, but u cant.!
u r more powerful than those 4million+++ people..

suddenly so sleepy..
-stop here-

*smile. =)

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com

2007-04-08T04:39:00.001+08:00

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com

nice stuff..

entry entry entry... boo =(

2007-04-08T04:02:00.000+08:00

suddenly so moody.. dont know y.. boo... dont like this kind of feeling.. but who knows............ ha.

sunday morning got a 3on3 at woodland.. long time nv touch ball, long time nv take part 3on3.. misses MOXIE.!

feel like crying.. boo.... so sudden.! can some1 tell me y will i so moody.!!!! =(

wo de xin zhen de xiang ni le.!!!!

tml is nbl division "1" semi-final.. so fast its coming to a end.. another year of trainingSs is gonna start for every player.. wat abt me.?
decided to quit national team..
dont like the play there.. people r so selfish.. but will miss long and lao for sure.. sorry.. think will let pathman down.. he told me to return stronger.. but i guess its not in national team.. wait for me NBL..
decided to go tongwhye for training..
gonna inform ah san.. anyway, thats reasonSssss to leave.. tot i will play tagawa for life... ha...... will i play for any competition again.? still loving the feeling on the court..

my ankle is getting better.. but still pain.. god bless me..

now sweetie is playing MJ now.. SO god bless her too thanks.!

y people will angry when their luck r not good.?
or izzit other reasons.?
boo........

nowadays my friends r busy.. qilong, quanchun r busy with their sweet heart.. weemeng, yongzhong busy with soccer(gamble)..
i think that life partner r realli important.! hubby & wife..
u will get to see him/her everyday.. tok to each other, eat together, sleep together.. woo.!! sound great huh.. both must give and take to last this wonderful moment..
finding partner r hard.. people, if u found 1 please cherish it.!!! must realli know wat u r thinking before u make a decision..
life is simple, dont look back.. once u decided just dont regret, dont look back..
humans r one of the most idiot "animal".. always like to regret.. hope i would be 1 of them.. ha....."toking rubbish"

no rubbish to continue.. -stop here-

2007-04-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

weekend weekend..!!! i love weekend.. haa.. =)
wed shoot bball at hke with qilong.. shooting ball under hot sun is still so cool.. but it realli hot.. i got sun burn after the few hours shooting.. haa..

i did a unforgiven mistake.. but thanks to sweetie.. would happen again.. =P
*muacks.

had been acc-ing her to work.. im so familiar with queensway nowadays.. closing 1 eye is not a problem.. haa.. jokking..

later going ikea then meet u.. see ya later.! wee..!! *smile.
hope this coming weekend will be cool.. =)
-stop here- haa..

weekends

2007-04-02T10:15:00.000+08:00

nice ball.!!!

had a wonderful weekend again.. realised that my muscles r becoming into fats.. my tummy is growing, my arm is slacking, my "V" body is going to "O".. oh my god.. i dont know this to happen.. have to start doing some push ups and leg rise.. and my gym training.. haha..
girl, how am i going to to.. *bleahz.

yesterday tot of playing bball.. but just nobody r free.. heard that tongwhye won against engtat.. whose the hero.???
some people told me that i should not give up basketball so easily.. but im not giving up please.. im just taking a long long rest.. maybe i will just play street ball.. who knows.?

i love sweetie's cook.. so delicious.! *muacks.
i gonna give u 4/5 stars.!!!
my best best best sweetie pie..
later gonna taste it once more.. yummy yummy.!!

oki.. -stop here-
have to start my push ups..
suddenly felt so sleepy..
anyway, i m u dearie.! =P

2007-04-01T03:41:00.000+08:00

2007-04-01T03:36:00.000+08:00

my pretty girl.!!

bball.?

2007-04-01T03:33:00.000+08:00

boo.. my ankle still yet to recover... so long alreADY still pain... walk slow, cant run.!!! so uncomfortable.. hate to injured.!!

long time nv play bball already... will i still able continue to play on court.? girl, no worry.. i will still shineSSSS on court.. now i just wanna rest.. rest and prepare..!!! at the same time, i also started to work hard for my "future"..
gonna know bball is not everything.. people, please take note that "future" is more more MORE than bball..

had been enjoying my weekends with u.. cleaning cleaning and cleaning.. i know u're tired.. all u have to do is sit there and relax.. cool rite.? haha.. =)
and gonna control ur temper k.??? just a little bit will do.. wee.!!! =)
and u r getting near to 100%.. MY perfect girl.!!!!

went to ikea on friday.. walk around and realised that the furniture there r cool.!!!
look realli nice.. my ''future" home will sure look great..!!! promise to mr.png..!!! *smile.

& & & & & & no no no worry!!!
girl, u still look great.! dont get angry over the stupid tumtum.. im sure u know wat i mean huh.! and theres me, so theres alrite de..!!! i will take notice is theres any little changes.!!!

theres a fight between on last sunday.. i was there.. so exiting..!!! i read the newspaper and the reporter said maybe seaba games or asia games will be cancel.. hope it will be alrite.. cos my 2 best buddy r preparing for that..!!! i know i had let u both down.. but please understand.. =)
long, lao, i will still wear the same jersey with u 2... i will come back stronger too..!!! both of u be prepare too..!!! haha.. *smile.
serious, i do misses both of u.. *muacks.
long, must control ur temper..!!!! not youth already, we r men now..!!! haha.. some more u so short, got anything happen i still need time to rush down bishan from jurong leh... haha..
lao, u must be busy with ur gf..
jeffery tan, long time dont have ur news already wor.. how have u been.? hows ur knee.? getting better.?
hope all of u r doing fine.. =)
-stop here-

ankle.....

2007-03-18T08:39:00.001+08:00

injured my left ankle during 3on3.. went to hospital.. tot my ankle will crack.. but lucky only muscles.. swollen neh.. like a tree trunk already.. scary.!!! but it look funny.. haha... sat went to acs barker.. her team so strong.. hey hey, no worry k.. its becos u didn't play bball for quite some time.. so its oki de.. u still play well.. at least better then all ur team mates.. *nolies.
went to far east to shop and dinner.. play mahjong after that.. stop here.. busy..!!! =)

2007-03-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

. idiot . silly .

how do i live without u

2007-03-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

sunday went to watch nbl.. homeU still very strong.. haha.. no words to said..
tue play bball.. play awhile jiu stop already.. wee.. still so comfortable when im with u...
wed morning is a bad day for me.. =( but its better in the evening.. qc came and acc for awhile.. thanks buddy.. haha.. went to causeway with sweetie.. buy shoe, pants.. my pretty girl.. u look beautiful with every clothes u wear.. its true.. =p
eat sushi and its alex's birthday.. haha.. went to zouk.. long time nv club.. dont like.. so many people.. sweating like crazy only.. took photo with u is better dancing inside.. haha..
mc again huh.. cannot always mc, mummy will scold.. gonna sleep early and rest more..!!!!
i dont wanna my sweetie pie to be so tired..!
dont know can get into poly anot.. i wanna study hard.. earn loads of money.. i wan a car, bike, house, and u.!!! that's my dream.. have to work double hard than others.. have to save money at the same time.. haha..
tml got a 3on3 at jurong east.. play with qilong, weemeng, guanzhou, quanchun.. huayian...
-stop here-
miss me...
dont think so much k..
not drifting at all..
1oyears, 20years, 30years, 50years also the same..
i will always be with u..
i will need time to reach my target.. so always be with me too,,
i love u, i need u.. =p
how do i live without u.???
*smile.

mrs png

2007-03-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

thanks idiot for the pressies.. i love it.! think u will view my blog for sure.. so wanna let u know, u mean so much to me.. started when the day i met u, knew u, m u..!
yesterday went to look for jobs.. adidas called me.. but the timing is not suitable for me..
went to training after that.. so many people.. happy.. cos always no people train de.. gym first then run and run.. long time nv train made me so tired after the day.. whole body aching.. but some1 is stronger than me.. 48hours only sleep for 2.5hours.. my superwoman..! im guilty.. its because of me then...... =(
hope today my superwoman can get a good rest..!!! *muacks.
weekend played mj with duck, kailai, qilong, jinjian and superwoman.. again, a wonderful weekend for me.. hope u feel the same too.. haha..
this year not play for NBL.. think many people will ask y.. think many people will think that becos of u then i give me bball.. but its not.. many things happened..
not happy with the team, cant communicate well with the team.. after recovered from chicken pox my both knee started to pain, i dont know y.. but its getting better.. so decided to take a rest, i dont like to force myself.. i dont wan the knees to bring me down.. next year maybe i will play different team.. but 1 thing im sure.. from now i will get better.. i will bring 100% to the court.. =) tml will go down sbc.. good luck every1, bring ur A game to the court..!
after knowing my superwoman.. i learned loads of things..
u r my motivation..
dont know since when, u walk into my life.. dont know since when, u will able to change my mood.. dont know how to explain.. but i know, u r different from others, ex-girl.. u r special, u r important..
u will think, y its u.? rite.?
i dont know how to explain but,...... u r t o f m(ask me)... =)
feeling wont fade, wont change.. nobody can replace u.. u r who u r.. u r my idiot, my superwoman, my L... *smile.

4 meals for 4bucks.???

2007-03-04T03:07:00.000+08:00

4 mac meal for $4.? any1 believe that.. ?

in love with ATEL

2007-03-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

long time no blog le.. anyway, wish every1 happy chinese new year.! =)
she acc me to auntie's house.. first time neh.. haha.. so many people over there.. attack by my nephewsssssssss.... haha..
after auntie's house went to gz's house play mahjong.. play 36 leh.. qc look so panic.. haha.. funny.!!!
had a wonderful new year becos there's u... =p
any1 wait for taxi for 2 hours.??? stunt hor.??? haha..

think gonna skip this year nbl.. dont have the feel.. haha..
rest rest.. next year will be stronger.. anyway, my knee need to rest too.. after chicken pox, knee started to pain.. dont know y.. haha..
got u around jiu alrite.!!! =)
m u s m.!!!!
l u...!

the.ger

2007-03-02T03:14:00.000+08:00

the.one....

down

2007-02-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

chinese new year... huh.....
down...........

y.?

2007-02-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

y.? im headache.. i realli dont mean it... hai... i wont give empty promises..!!! i just dont wan this thing to happen.. =( wat should i do.? i wanna cherish u, cherish time.. -sad-

miss u

2007-02-03T11:19:00.000+08:00

not gonna play division 1 this year.. becos of some reasons so.......
this tue just started to work.. thursday went for training then meet idiot for "super supper".. yesterday went to tagawa's training.. and decided not to play there le.. dont know where will i play in the future, but as long as u r with me.. im fine with everything.. when ya unhappy, angry.. i always not knowing wat to do.. to me, "sorry" is a word of respect.. understand.? hai.. dont know wat will happen next.. i just wish u can always be by my side.. not for 1 day or weeks.. but forever..........
had a plan for my future.. but u gonna be inside this future.. if not, that's meaningless..
end here ba.. good luck mr png.. hope ur all wishes will come true.!!!!
i miss u real much.!!!
love ni.!

good mood

2007-01-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

had a nice weekend.. =P hope that every of my weekend r so nice.. *smile. just fully recover from chicken pox.. haha.. glad that can start to play bball again but injured my knee.. painful wor.. going for job interview later.. god bless me.? ha.. next week resume training le.. then 1st division starting soon.. so many things neh.. lucky got IdIot acc me.. if not sure cant take the stress.. thanks ya.!! *muacks. going bath le la.. -stop here-

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I miss seeing you everyday of the week;

I miss our long phone calls;

I miss our shopping;

I miss your smile;

I miss you.

chicken pox

2006-12-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

i hate chicken pox.!!! sian.. have to stay at home.!!! =( no mood to blog anyway.. dont know wat am i thinking..!!! going crazy already.!!! hai..

smile

2006-12-10T04:22:00.000+08:00

mr png found something to do in his life.. something so special, so important..!!! =)
*smile.

=)

2006-11-20T19:17:00.000+08:00

long time nv update.. =( kana bully by sister so cant online.. sian sian.. i just had a cool weekend.. but so tired.!!! got a new target in my life.. have to work hard on it.. lonely for so long.. but lucky got friends around me.. tok cock so much.. =) gona train fit.!!! haha.. nothing to write le.. -bye- PngWenBang- wat a nice name..!!! ha..

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You can't control falling in love but you can't make yourself fall in love either.

lonely.

2006-11-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

everything r so weird.. dont know how to handle.. how, why.? headache.. dont wanna think so much but...... -bye-

bored

2006-11-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday went play pool with qilong.. went back to 496 for dinner.. so sad.. god not fair.. every beautiful girl normally match up with a .... guy.. so sian..!!!! ha.. =)

haha

2006-10-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to tagawa's training.. before that met jinhong go JP walk walk.. so boring.. nothing to do lor.. ROT.! so early jiu reach redhill le.. shoot some ball then do warm up.. after warm up shanglong suddenly ask everybody run.. so tiring lor.. will die man.. train so long then play 5on5.. boring.!!! but during training so funny leh.. tok cock so much.. =) i love this kind of training.. happy go lucky.!!! haha..
after training go coffee eat.. eat so much, so full.. then daryl go take number from a girl.. fucking crap lor.. hahaha.. took train home after that.. so the way home chat with a idiot.!!! but i like chatting with the idiot.!!! ha =)

ha

2006-10-27T14:02:00.000+08:00

wo hen xiang ai ta.???

wu zhong xian

2006-10-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

lakers...

2006-10-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

death note...

2006-10-22T03:34:00.000+08:00

friday : went to school but lesson cancelled.. =(
met up with qilong & yongchian.. ate kfc around 3plus, then go bukit timah play pool.. qilong bought a set of "black" mahjong at there too.. chio man.. after play pool eat again.. sure fat already, but no choice.. im hungry.! haha..
rush to tagawa's training after that.. reach there at 750.. shoot so ball and play 5on5 liao.. shuang man..
went for dinner then straight to qilong house.. bathe then started mahjong game at 2..!!! so late already.. ended at 8.. 6hours i learn $2 only.. poor thing.! so sleepy wor..!!!
sleep then woke up at 5plus.. haha.. went home to bathe then go orchard with qilong, yongchian, yongzhong & quanchun.. watch "death note" 1130-130.. home sweet home.!
tml going seatosa.. any1 wanna join me.?
dont have a very good mood.. beocs......... my friend just ____ from a bike accident.. when qilong told me that, i was like "wtf".! it come so sudden, i just cant take it.. y.? =( i dont know y i felt so down.. i dont have these kind of feeling before.. but i get to know. i love my friends around me, my family.! im glad that those people i care r still there.. thanks.!!!

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Friends are supposed to be there for you when your feeling blue

But they aren't supposed to break your friendship between you and them

I think you should stand for yourself and don't let them keep you down tell them how you feel

Just believe that you can keep your friendship going and I hope you make it forever......

2006-10-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

This track seems to be going the wrong way

I wish i could go back

and take a right where I took a left

it seems this is a never ending road

where people leave

and where others grow old

it seems to go on forever

without any stops

no one stops to ask if i need to talk

everyone seems to be five miles ahead

and I'm left behind wishing I were dead.

fuck

2006-10-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

FUCK UP.!!!

bball is my life

2006-10-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

felt like i begin to love playing bball again.. y.? i also dont know.. feeling ba.. wanna get stronger and stronger..!! hope so.. =)
just now went down to hke and saw quite a number of people play bball.. but tonite hke got "wu shu".. so i went to yuhua tot that there will be no people playing bball so i can shoot bball alone.. reach there around 5plus and saw those "old bird" playing bball, no choice but to join them.. play 5on5 until 9plus.. all of them went home then left me, ball, court.. shuang man.. start shooting bball until 10plus, uncle came then close the gate.. done with warming down then bought one "1.5 H2O".. siao man, drink all alone.. =) then took bus home after that.. home sweet home.. love home so much.!!! -stop here- *muacks.

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I wandered for what seemed forever

I searched all the lands

but I could not hope no not ever

that I would find an oasis

from which I could drink

such sweet waters

nor taste fruit

that gave so much pleasure

bball

2006-10-15T02:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to hke play bball.. yongchian lost few hundreds in few seconds.. wanna know y.? ask me lor.. hope he's alrite.. long long time nv go down play bball liao.. play awhile then have to go yuhua.. reach yuhua around 8plus, saw many "old" man play 5on5.. haha.. so old still wanna play 5on5, more tiring lor.. idiot..!!! shuang man, after playing bball for so long.. miss those days so much.. miss the "next team" calling by others, miss buying water from mama shop.. so many things.!!! =)

Today went to seatosa with qilong and kelvin again.. "B.A.D" izzit.!!! haha.. reach there at 3plus, SO late.. already no sun liao.. how to tan.??? play play play........ then there's 1 guy came to us and said wanna join us, but kana rejected BY qilong.. but the "weird" guy suddenly said, "is that TAGAWA's wenbang.?". answered by qilong, "ya, y u know him.?". "weird" guy said, "he's so well known.". stunt by hearing that......... went to bathe then meet yongchian at cini..
On the way there, saw a guy on the train that we played vball at seatosa on the previous week suddenly ask me, "u from tagawa.?". wah, so many tagawa today.. stunt stunt..!!!
Eat kfc at cini, then there's 1 girl whom i dont know her said HI to me.. so many ?????...
Went to heeren after eating, went to fifth level again.. dont know y, i just cant control my leg.!!! hai.. can somebody help me.???
After taking A walk at heeren went back to cini watch qilong & yongchian play pool, too lousy already.. dont wanna play pool liao.. haha.. =)
home sweet home at 11, today XIAOBANG is soOoOo guai.. so early jiu reach home.! haha..
*smile. suddenly m__s u so much.. y?????????
today tok so many rubbish.. -gOod nite- to xiaobang ba.!!! *bleahz.

shy pic

2006-10-13T17:54:00.000+08:00