sunday.!
woke up around 6.
realised that i do have a game at nite.
rushing out and took train to sbc.

baby knock off early, so i wait for her at aljunied station.
reach sbc at 820.
rush to toilet to change then warm up.
end up i'm watching the whole game.

against minyi,
both my best buddy were playing.
flash back 2years ago, i'm still playing youth cup.
people said i'm so great and blah blah blah.....
i gave up, and then trying to return.
foolish huh.?
i hate sitting down, hate watching the game.
i'm not that kind of player.
fuck.!!!
who to blame.? "myself.!"
*moody.

lucky there baby doing crazy stuff.
so i can left all unwanted stuff behind my mind.
*love.

bear drove us to geylang eat "dimsum".
nice.!

prepare to meet "jie" but think she's tired.
so went to bear's house for mj again.!

mj till morning, reach home shower then head to school.
power rite, normally i will just skip one day of lessons then forget it.
but i'm a little bit different now.!!!!!

baby went to sun tan.!
i also wan but no choice, study first.!

thinking of baby is realli better then thinking of bball.
thank u so much baby.!
i think there's realli nothing can describe my love for u.
serious.!

full stop.

ok, get it start on thursday.
didnt sleep after st james party.
went to school then back home.
as usually, lessons still bored.!

reached home around 4.
(mama asked, "u no need to sleep ah.?"
i reply, "i'm superman.!")
ha.

meet up with baby at west mall.
watched movie, "hottie and the nottie"
=) not bad, recommended.!

ntuc to buy packet drink for her family.
then buy ice-cream cake for the little nephew.!
wat a nice auntie.!
*smile.

after that went to bear's house for mj.!
with jj, bear and baby.!
again, reached home around 8.
bath and then to school.!
i'm realli a good student huh.
ha.

ended around 12 then had a smoke break with my buddy, "tailing".
on the way home, i fall alseep then missed my stop.
i asked the driver to let me down, he said here cant let passenger alight.
wat the fuck.!
end up i had to walk for 15mins before i can sleep.!
*angry.
the moment i open my eyes, it's already 10plus.
cool.!

so i went down cini and meet baby.!
she's feeling unwell so i'm kind of worried.!
in the end, again playing mj at bear's house.
"doodoo" at 6.

woke up around evening and realised that my sister is heading out, so i ruch to bath then style my hair.
i prepared much faster than my sister.
she gave me money then send me to seragoon, which is nearby her bf's house.
love.!

took train to vivo, meet baby and went to cini for dinner.

she wanna play nitendo wii.
but no more slot.
had long john then play arcade.

saw teozhiwei and tok cock with him.!
also saw my cousin.
was angry when we r going off.!!!!
went back to vivo and watch movie.
"harold and kumar"
damn nice.!!!
recommeded.!!!!

play bowling somewhere near bukit merah.
again, i lose.!
everytime lose, fuck.
think i only won her once.
home after bowling.!


every guys, girls will use a period of time and know the guy/girl that they r interested.!
i'm not special either.
i wanna know more abt baby.!
so i will know wat to do, wat to speak, everything.

i cant figure out wat type of girl she is.
thinking thinking and think.
no result.

sometime knew a little but end up it's not.

did she realli portray herself infront of me.
but i realli love who she is.
she's sometime unreasonable, petty, weird.
BUT still love.!
or maybe she didnt even wear a mask infront of me.
i feel so.
i wanna be a little different from others to her.
so weird huh.
.............................

gonna sleep.
nite.
27apro8, 0736

yeah yeah.!
yesterday went st james with my baby and jiejie.

before that went bugis meet baby.!
i nv wear long pants so "kana" fuck by her.! =(

by she's so nice that she think of a way and then get me a jeans.
*love.

so we went clark quay meet jiejie,
and had "waraku" for dinner. =)

anyway, this is the first time i call some1 else "jiejie" other then my 2sister.!
but she's realli sweet.
=)

continue,
reached st james around 11plus.

and, party time.!

jiejie left early,
then,
around 2plus i saw turtle.!!!
she looked so shock when she saw me. ha.
so i intro her to my baby, anyway they should knew each other.

left st james around 3plus.
home sweet h____..!
=)

realised baby is damn sweet.
*love.

recently had been reading book by "sherry argov".
"why men love bitches"

i think it's specially for woman.
by i still love this book.

monday went np play ball with lyn.
then bukit timah for dinner,
jinjian house mj with bear, jinjian and lyn,
to geylang eat dimsum, with xiaoyuan, bear and lyn
to west coast slack.
reaches home around 8.

i had been coughing for so many days.
finally, fall sick.
die on my bed for 20+ hours.

lyn wong acc me to doctor nearby my house.
and gonna wait for 20patients.
so decided to go bukit batok's clinic.

she's so lovely.!
*love.!

at nite, she suddenly ask me to go for others.
????
black out.
dont know wat to do.
dont know wat to say.
told her so many stuff but she still dont believe.
so wat can i do.
=(

later still have to go trainng.
bored.!

i miss u.

finally, understood.
if its urs, it will be urs.

yesterday nite cant sleep, so switch on tv.
a quote from a show,
"i only can cry my tears behind my pain."

suits me huh.?
she always said, i'm only her company.
will nv fall for me.
i believe but y am i still here.?
dont know.!

or maybe, i should realli be a friend rather than boyfriend.

or maybe, we r from two different world.

give up or not.?

who knows.!

anyway, tml will be my first game.
against tagawa.
maybe this will be my very last tournament.

recently had been training.
i love my team mates.
hopefully they do too.
=)


seriouly, i miss u.

think i'm single for pretty long huh.
no choice.


good luck png.!

nothing much abt these few days.
sleep, eat and sleep.

staring at those photos.
listen to songs.
smoke.

just nothing much.

no life.!

sian =(


"爱是不是,不开口才珍贵?"

bored bored bored.!
nothing to do.
only thing i knew was to sleep.

trying to forget everything.
start a new.
hopefully, it may works.

misses so many stuff.
damn it.

sign.

hopefully someone will call me in the mid-nite and chit chat with me.
i'm just fucking bored.

"Mr. Png Wen Bang"
"0.1.5.9.0.8.7.8"
"72kg - 77kg"
"181cm"
"lyn's baby"

L o v e s

"lyn wong wei ling"
"my family"

a l e r t

"You come to love not by
finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
"i'm holding on forever!"

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