will i see rainbow
Sunday, October 21, 2007
again, i'm back to single.
without knowing the reason for the past few weeks, finally i knew.
got her reply, "we rush into this relationship, i'm just on a crush."
and i will have to start another new book in my life.
i'm sick and tired of changing new story.
please, i need a long break from now.
i just wanna study, work, play ball, friends.
nothing else but these.
i admit i'm lose in the previous r/s.
so nv will i wan this kind of feeling anymore.
girls, if u think u're just on a crash.
PLEASE, fuck off.
i'm enough.
friday went MOS with qilong and kelvin.
it's cool but bored.
=)
after clubbing while we r on the way back, stupid turtle called me for mj.
then i have to drop off at jurong town hall then take taxi to teckwhye.
ha.
then sat i slept for the whole day.
woke up around 6 then went home for dinner, continue my dream.
12plus went downstairs for supper, i'm hungry of cos.
then went zixiang's house.
later still got work.
=)
i love china one.
simply rocks.!
ha. =)
will i see rainbow.???
10/21/2007 12:00:00 PM
It's about me & you
misses
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
still the same, day had turn into nite.
i gonna start work later.
earning money once again.
last wed and fri had friendly against np.
sat morning went seatosa with qilong, zixiang, kelvin and yongchain.
burn burn burn.
evening went to acs for bbaxn's game.
won.
after game went jurong play ball.
home for bath then to qilong's house.
realised nowadays i cant to alone.
just cant be alone.
misses.
woke up then went jurong point with qilong and yongchain.
play a little pool then qilong went for work.
me and yongchain went for movie.
not bad, but bored.
felt weird, cos the 1 beside me is not u.
after movie went kbox with zixiang and qilong.
wan to sing so badly.
i select a sing, remember that u told me u love the song.
tear drop with no reason.
yesterday woke up at 7.?
went NIE to watch IVP.
wanted to be on court so much.
hopefully.
went for dinner then to qilong's house.
mj.
lying on bed around 6.
cant get to sleep.
y.? dont know.
this week will be the last week of my holiday.
passes pretty slow.
tot it will be a great holiday.
but end up, suck.
i'm thankful that there's a few guys were there for me.
realli thanks.!
loves.
somebody told me, i'm doing nothing.
if i realli wan, please go for it.
but wat should i do.?
this time round, i'm lost.
still love me.?
i dont know.!!!
wan the answer so badly, yet i'm scared to know.
relationship not like basketball.
in basketball, wanna shoot, can shoot.
wanna drive in, can drive.
wanna pass, can pass.
wanna defend, can defend.
in relationship,
things normally wont go wat u think.
it's hard to control, hard to understand.
but once u can control, everything's over.
down.
10/09/2007 10:11:00 AM
It's about me & you
i dont have to pretend like everything is alright
Thursday, October 04, 2007
so many words r kept in my heart.
so many unwanted bad feeling r in there.
wat to do, wat can do, wat should i do.
how i wish ur hands r there.
how i wish u r with me.
down.
i got a group of best friend. "zixiang, qilong, kelvin"
infront of them, i dont have to pretend like everything is alright.
i love them.
thanks for being there for me when i need some1 to be there so much.
recently, i cant get to sleep.
lying on bed, thinking, thinking and thinking.
just cant get to sleep.
so during nite i dont realli stay at home.
whenever i think of u, smile r in my face and paceful r found in my heart.
whenever i close my eyes, everything r so bad and tears r found in my heart.
hope everything will be fine for u.
god bless.
i m u.
need me becos u love me.
and not.
love me becos u need me.
i'm nothing special.
i'm PNG WEN BANG.
10/04/2007 05:42:00 AM
It's about me & you