i'm just human
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
recently no getting well with my gf, got a little problem.
and there's rainbow after rain.
how i wish this rainbow will be there always.
hope it does.
pngwenbang had a little bit changes. dont know whether it's good or bad.
but no worry, i am still wat i am. =)
and we treat ourselves with respect huh.
her training days increased, mon tue wed fri sat.
poor thing.
endure, endure and endure.
train with no regrets, champions always give in their best.
so do u k.
time will be lesses with me but no worry, heart will be with u always.
so concentrate on studies and training.
dont wan u to regret.
*loves.
how i wish i can lend u some of my time.
i'm realli free nowadays.
day had turn into nite and nite had turn into day.
li hai leh. ha.
started training at tongwhye, training r tough but lucky i'm able to endure through.
when i'm into shoes, jersey.
the feel is there.
but when i'm not, i dont realli feel like playing.
y huh?
any answer?
last sat, bbaxn's game against entourage.
won few points. no fight no fight. ha.
the previous week against a 2nd division team.
nearly fight, i saw the guy was abt to start a fight with weilong so i also dont know y i took a chair and chiong the guy.
pretty crazy huh.
but i'm protective la. ha.
end up i was banned on the next game.
after game went to far east and meet yongchain, had some food, take a walk and home.
saw audrey on the train while i'm on the way home.
nothing much.
take a bath and went to town meet seewei.
dinner, pool and snooker.
gf was there with her friends too.
but a little quarrel.
after slacking went to mos.
me, qilong, seewei, kelvin.
gf and 3friends.
becos she's unhappy with me, end up she's not with me during clubbing.
at that time, i am realli angry huh.
dont know y.
qilong, seewei and kelvin were grinding with others girls.
but i dont.
dont have the mood, and i'm attached ok.
i know wat i should do and wat i have to do.
i love u.
went out alone, smoke.
went to china one, misses them too.
*cheers.
saw turtle, she's still the same.
so rubbish, so funnny. ha.
hope she's doing fine too.
that nite, i'm just so moody.
stop it, dont mention abt it already.
boo.
reach home around 7plus, i actually fall asleep at 11?
think, think and think.
*sad.
woke up at 6 and went jurong point with yongchain and qilong.
nite went to qilong's house for mj.
i'm tired but i'm just so moody that i couldn't get to sleep.
i hate this 2days. stupid.
sun.
woke up at 7.
went nanyang training.
still so moody.
waited for her msg.
so many days already still dont wanna to msg me.
stupid u.
*angry.
miss her badly.
wanna know where is she, wat she's doing, she's with who, taken breakfast, lunch, dinner already?, is she safe.? wah.
sooOOOO many questions keep repeating on my mind. =(
after training went qilong's house to bath, and went mac for supper.
so full.
at the same time, i keep checking my phone see whether there's any msg.
1hr, 2hr, 3hr passes.
feel so weird. =(
went gabriel's house to slack with zixiang, qilong and kelvin.
and finally, i'm lose.
i msg her.
just miss u so badly la.
stupid u.
win again huh.
action.
*bleahz.
sun's coming out.
and i'm still awake.
li hai li hai.
anyway, gf.
jiayou k.
attachment will end in oct.
*huggies.
lastly,
and seriously,
i do love u.
toot.
think u're sleeping now.
sleep tight. =)
nite.
*kisses.
9/25/2007 06:17:00 AM
It's about me & you