recently no getting well with my gf, got a little problem.
and there's rainbow after rain.
how i wish this rainbow will be there always.
hope it does.

pngwenbang had a little bit changes. dont know whether it's good or bad.
but no worry, i am still wat i am. =)
and we treat ourselves with respect huh.

her training days increased, mon tue wed fri sat.
poor thing.
endure, endure and endure.
train with no regrets, champions always give in their best.
so do u k.
time will be lesses with me but no worry, heart will be with u always.
so concentrate on studies and training.
dont wan u to regret.

*loves.

how i wish i can lend u some of my time.
i'm realli free nowadays.
day had turn into nite and nite had turn into day.
li hai leh. ha.

started training at tongwhye, training r tough but lucky i'm able to endure through.
when i'm into shoes, jersey.
the feel is there.
but when i'm not, i dont realli feel like playing.
y huh?
any answer?

last sat, bbaxn's game against entourage.
won few points. no fight no fight. ha.
the previous week against a 2nd division team.
nearly fight, i saw the guy was abt to start a fight with weilong so i also dont know y i took a chair and chiong the guy.
pretty crazy huh.
but i'm protective la. ha.
end up i was banned on the next game.

after game went to far east and meet yongchain, had some food, take a walk and home.
saw audrey on the train while i'm on the way home.

nothing much.

take a bath and went to town meet seewei.
dinner, pool and snooker.
gf was there with her friends too.

but a little quarrel.
after slacking went to mos.
me, qilong, seewei, kelvin.
gf and 3friends.
becos she's unhappy with me, end up she's not with me during clubbing.
at that time, i am realli angry huh.
dont know y.

qilong, seewei and kelvin were grinding with others girls.
but i dont.
dont have the mood, and i'm attached ok.
i know wat i should do and wat i have to do.
i love u.

went out alone, smoke.
went to china one, misses them too.
*cheers.
saw turtle, she's still the same.
so rubbish, so funnny. ha.
hope she's doing fine too.

that nite, i'm just so moody.
stop it, dont mention abt it already.
boo.

reach home around 7plus, i actually fall asleep at 11?
think, think and think.
*sad.

woke up at 6 and went jurong point with yongchain and qilong.
nite went to qilong's house for mj.
i'm tired but i'm just so moody that i couldn't get to sleep.

i hate this 2days. stupid.

sun.
woke up at 7.
went nanyang training.
still so moody.

waited for her msg.
so many days already still dont wanna to msg me.
stupid u.
*angry.
miss her badly.
wanna know where is she, wat she's doing, she's with who, taken breakfast, lunch, dinner already?, is she safe.? wah.
sooOOOO many questions keep repeating on my mind. =(

after training went qilong's house to bath, and went mac for supper.
so full.
at the same time, i keep checking my phone see whether there's any msg.
1hr, 2hr, 3hr passes.
feel so weird. =(

went gabriel's house to slack with zixiang, qilong and kelvin.

and finally, i'm lose.
i msg her.
just miss u so badly la.
stupid u.
win again huh.
action.
*bleahz.

sun's coming out.
and i'm still awake.
li hai li hai.

anyway, gf.
jiayou k.
attachment will end in oct.
*huggies.

lastly,
and seriously,
i do love u.
toot.

think u're sleeping now.
sleep tight. =)
nite.
*kisses.

my baobei passes her TP.!!!! happy huh.? =)
now she's having training camp in school.. endure endure..!!!
and i just back from training.. wa, damn tiring la..
too long nv train already...! god bless..
maybe only get to see her on sunday.. emily chua, please rest more huh..
dont tired urself up.!
<.ai ni.>

tml have bbaxn's game at 330..
dont know whether my knee can tahan anot..
jiayou wenbang's knee..! =)

my baobei just give me a call before sleep.. *smile.
missing u quite a little little little, but it's ok la.. no problem..!

gonna cook instant noodles for my dinner.. poor thing huh..
but i'm hungry.! no choice..
too tired to blog already..

good nite baObei.!
=)

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden..
*smile.

just finish chatting with my girlfriend..
consider quarrelling.? dont know..
hopefully it will be alrite..

she's busy nowadays..
attachment, training, driving.....
busy girl huh..
tml she will have to wake up at 6 for attachment, afternoon gonna take TP and evening have to rush to training camp..
hope u wont tired urself up..(jiayou)

GOOD LUCK for TP..
study hard for attachment..
train hard for national..

i'm not like other guy, must get to see girlfriend..
as long as my heart is with u and urs r with me.. and i'm done..

train hard and get a champion and if ur boyfriend got $$$$, we will go for holiday.!(promise) =)
cheerleading is ur hobby..! dont give up easily.. train hard with no regrets and no matter wat the result is, I will always be there for u..

but sometime, realli miss u.. but it's ok.. believe in me.!

september 13, finally one month.. "time" was flying when u r with me, but "day" passes pretty slow huh..

i'm happily attach for one month.. maybe there's quarrelling or sometime things r not going smooth..
but these r wat couples do.. am i rite.?
i'm not a PRO in r/s, but i treat the r/s for real.. *smile.
u r special.

morning went her house for breakfast, first time she's able to wake up.. cool..!
went home for a nap and went jurong west's gym.. yongchain reach there early, end up me and qilong sleeping soundly at home.. =)
tml my chest, shoulder and abs sure steam.!
die die..

after gym we went jurong point for dinner(KFC), and play a game of snooker..
went nanyang's training and play 5on5.. and i was wearing nike air dunk.. style huh..?
nanyang's uncle send me home after drinking at coffee shop.. i didn't take my supper cos i'm on the line with emily chua..
reach home and i ate a plate of fried rice(by mama), and it's delicious.!

boo, i dont like to be lonely..
dont like "bad mood"..
i'm not superman, i'm just a human..

I soak up all the pain in silence
Accepting the fact I have no one left...

Give me a b0x 0f pushpins s0 everytime i cry i can pin my l0nley picture t0
the wall and fill my r0om with my pain and s0rr0ws untill 0ne day, when therez
n0 r0om left, i'll pin them t0 where the pain is really c0ming fr0m... my heart..

I don't need to be wanted...
I just want to be needed...

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;
it's being forgotten by
someone you can never forget..

I hate this, I've never felt worse in my life. I need to talk to someone
but no one would understand.. I'm feeling completely alone and it's
not like I have anyone to turn to anyway.. I guess I'm just at a point
in my life where I honestly don't know what to do with myself..

FUCK.....

I like it when I'm alone because then I don't
have to pretend like everything is ok.....

had been watching movieSssss..! haa.. it's cool la.. i already forgotten wat's the last's movie i had watched.. mahjong master 3.? forget it.!
haa..
movieSssss with chua MING MING was wonderful.!
couple seats, couple seats, couple seats.!! so lucky huh.. =)
haa..
last nite just watched "no reservation".!
rush hour3, i know who killed me, ratttouille, hairspray, skinwalker, dead silence.....
cant believe it.! *smile.

i started gym, shooting my fav basketball, training at whyenam..
the first time i return gym was with my MINGMING.! =)))

i stopped all these for so long.. i once lost everything i got in my hand, and now i think it's time to take it back.!!!

TO CHUA MING MING,
it's realli long since i got this feeling..
i'm realli glad that u r by my side.. and i thank god for giving me another chance to be loved.!
FROM BANG,

preparing for my up coming tournament.. i think will be inter-ite..
ite will not be playing IVP.. shit.!

TO QILONG,
we will have to train hard and train smart.. and at the same time, hander r/s with lots of care and loves.!
FROM BANG,

TO MY FRIENDS,
any1 wanna gym, play ball, jogging or watever.. please kindly contact me.!
"but, sometime i'm not free due to my MS CHUA.. she's important.!"
FROM BANG

REPLY TO MY TAG,
i dont remember i said this to many girls,
i only know i said it twice..
first to my previous r/s.. hmm.. i dont think it's a r/s anyway..
and to CHUA MING MING.!
i dont think u know alot of my "things".!!
any info can ask me directly.! thanks.!

now my girlfriend is EMILY CHUA MING MING...
FROM BANG

=)

die, next tue exam.. i came baobei's house study but end up sleeping.!!
worst thing is, SHE NV WAKE ME UP.!!! *argh. haa.. =P

tml morning going ball shooting with qilong.. after that gym.! *smile

last wed went to SBC for friendly against "old birds".! =)
nice game.! but my both knee so painful..
poor thing..

will update soon if possible.!

baobei, i love u.!

"Mr. Png Wen Bang"
"0.1.5.9.0.8.7.8"
"72kg - 77kg"
"181cm"
"lyn's baby"

L o v e s

"lyn wong wei ling"
"my family"

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"You come to love not by
finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
"i'm holding on forever!"

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